What do I want

I always loved Standing alone
Watching the shore
The waves and the sunset
Only this time
The impressions were different
What made it different was my emotions yelling at me Screaming now you are not going to be here again at the same stage
You never belonged here
You are going,
Going off from everyone
My mind is at peace
I know, this is what I wanted
Knowing this is what I dreamt of
The reality was it was not like
I imagined