Distractions

I wrote this poem few months back , but this poems always remind what I am doing and where I want to go .

I felt the time was getting somewhere
But I ,
I was sitting at the same place doing nothing
I gazed at those idle faces
and pretended to be listening to them
Only I was unconsciously distracted
Distracted ?
Distracted by my own thoughts,
Thoughts which made me
different from others
Distracted by my dreams
Dreams
Dreams which always forced me to crave more
Or distracted ?
by the excitement which did lead me somewhere in the little world 
It did sink my focus
and I was not troubled at all
I wondered  why I was heading to it
But I wanted to explore that
little world too
Little world,
I don't cognize what it was going to assure me ,
But I do feel a friendly vibe coming forward
Which gave me a hope of optimism,
a vibe
who will have the faith in me  ,
a vibe who will teach me of life
And someone whispered my name
Booom
I was fenced in by negativity again